recieved a sms informing us about the tune in. i was like o.o" it spoilt my entire so-called study mood, cos i was soo excited about it. at the same time, i'm feeling quite depressed. because of my theory! can you imagine? 4 years in dmnband and my theory has not improved a teenie weenie bit. or shld i say, i have nv tried to learn it since the beginning? it's not tt i cant play tbone, or cant sight read. it's just, you know, different people have different techniques. and mine, is, like tt. i know nothing about sharps and flats, see? but those are what the audition thingy is goin to be about.



what's worst is i might not have the chance to go for the audition. 4th dec? i'm going malaysia!! oh my, what coincidence. bad, real bad. and if i HAVE the chance, i'll be alone. i'm scaredddddddd. ok, i'm jk. heh.



so i kept telling jan tt i had no confident by appealing thru' band, cos i know myself best. i'm mentally prepared for it. if i were to fail, i'd.. i'd.. hmmm.. i'd continue rolling~~ *katamari.



what have i studied today? woke up arnd 3. "breakfast", newspaper, tv... till 4.30 i shall study chem, and only chem today. if i have no time for geog and phy, that's it. i'm not goin to give a damn about it. ok, i'm jk. i'm not stressed at all. sigh. i have 1,2,3,4. 4 more days to my papers.


wit, an't be thy will, put me in good muggin.